School started again lately. It hasn’t been a great start. Days that I really enjoyed school is really minimum…. God knows why I find it so hard to make friends here. Everyday in class, i feel near invisible. I miss my secondary school friends so much. I miss my clique where I can feel like I actually belong, where we wait for each other for lunch or breaks, but no, it doesn’t happen here. And then there are cheer mates. No I don’t feel like I quite belong there too. I don’t feel like I belong anywhere actually. 

I go school everyday only forward to one thing. Look forward too much.