I know this is disappointing. I know life is disappointing. I know I am disappointing. But you just don’t get the best out of both worlds. So often we have to choose, how do i know which one should i pick? Sometimes i don’t know what i should follow. Sometimes, and very much often, i’m just… stuck. Gosh. So i guess you really have to decide what’s most important to you. Keeping your pride and getting nothing, or taking a risk and maybe having everything.